'Breathe Me' by Sia

Help, I have done it again.
I have been here many times before.
Hurt myself again today,
And the worst part is there is no one else to blame.

Be my friend, hold me.
Wrap me up, unfold me.
I am small and needy.
Warm me up and breathe me.

Ouch, I have lost myself again.
Lost myself, and am no where to be found.
Yeah, I think that I might break.
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe.

Be my friend, hold me.
Wrap me up, unfold me.
I am small and needy.
Warm me up and breathe me.

All the questions I want to ask, but never will.

Why do you always think I'm trying to pick a fight?
Why are your feelings more important than mine?
Why do I always have to adjust myself and you don't?
Why can't you let me or anyone in?
Why can't I ask you questions?
Why can't I ask for clarification?
Why should I just accept 'cuz' as an answer?
Why is everything always my fault?
Why can't you accept responsibility for your actions and behaviours?
Why can you never admit when you're wrong?
Why can't you ever say sorry?
Why do you always make me out to be the villain?
Why is everything on your terms?
Why is it okay for you to say whatever you want, and I have to censor myself?
Why do you always try to turn it around?
Why do you always have to be so cruel?
Why doesn't what I think or feel matter?
Why do I have to pay the price for your past relationships?
Why does any conversation of importance always have to be over text?
Why don't you answer your phone?
Why are you so afraid of anything real?
Why does it always have to be so superficial?
Why can you let go so easily?
Why doesn't your heart ache?
Why don't you miss me?
Why do you dislike me so much?
Why do you always have to punish me?
Why do you enjoy hurting me so much?
Why is it always about you?
Why can't you be a shoulder to cry on?
Why is everything else more important?
Why is everything such a secret?
Why do you try so hard to fit in?
Why do you always put me down?
Why do your servers get more respect and attention than I do?
Why do you spend time with me, only to ignore me when I'm there?
Why is my perception always wrong?
Why do you treat me like I'm stupid?
And why, and why, and why, and I will always be left wondering.

Untitled

Game after game after game and why?
To prove you're the bigger man, you have the power?
Do you hate women that much or is it just me you loath?
Vague answers, aloof responses, or just complete silence.
Why? What's it all for? What are you trying to gain?
Your way to keep people at bay?
Well you win.
I used to want to know you, and now, I don't, I can't.
It hurts too much.
Once upon a time we had something, but you did everything in your power to kill it.
Congratulations, you got what you wanted.
You're still sitting at that bar stool, drinking, alone.
You asked what I did to be punished.
Simple, I made the mistake of loving you.