Friday, September 3, 2010

The Right Decision

Why do people constantly say things, that they don't mean? 'You're so special, I'll never get over you, I will not be able to be with anyone in a very long time' you're my best friend, blah, blah, blah'. You would think that at this age I would be smart enough to know that people are bullshite! All crap to say and try to win me back, but when it doesn't work, you do the complete opposite of everything you said.

True I left, but what did you expect after everything you put me through? I wanted love and adoration instead I got apathy and cruelty. 2 years was more than enough and I had to take what little self respect I had left and leave. Yes, I found someone else, who gives me everything I ever wanted and that I deserve. You can be as angry as you want to be at me for that, but it was time that I finally did something for myself.

I know that all of what you're doing is your way of punishing me, of trying to hurt me. Deny it all you want, but I know how you operate. So go back to being cruel, and cold if that is what you must do, but know, it only validates my leaving in the first place.

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