"And for those that can not love you, that are afraid of how much life is in you, then let them be. They do not belong in your world, nor you in theirs. The jungle of life is a vibrant, colourful, and exciting place, but not everyone is ready to live there as yet."
How incredibly fitting as I continue to struggle with the relationships and people in my life. I keep looking for where I belong and where I fit in, but I never feel like I'm a part of anything. Maybe it's because I don't want to be a part of anything? I don't want to have to keep censoring myself or making myself smaller to be accepted. All my life I've been too told "I'm too" something by various people I meet and it's bloody exhausting. I don't want to have to hide parts of myself because it makes other people uncomfortable. I say, FUCK those people! Maybe it's time they look within and figure out why they feel uncomfortable or are offended instead of trying to make me feel bad for being who and what I am. Instead of people telling me that I'm too much, they should figure out why they feel less than to be their authentic selves. People who are secure within themselves don't get offended or put others down for being genuine. How about you stay the fuck out of my wild, colourful jungle, and stay in your perfectly manicured, monochromatic garden?

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