The Life of a Hermit For Me.

I need so much to be inspired these days. I'm so disappointed and negative when it comes to people lately. Every time I meet someone and they seem decent; I just wait for the other shoe to drop. In time, it eventually does and it just reinforces my pessimism. All I want to do is sit and hide and not have to deal with anyone ever again. I'm tired of putting myself out there, and getting nothing in return. The walls just keep getting higher which at this point is okay by me. The less people in my life, the less I will get hurt or be disappointed.